I Just Don't Know

Guys today is a bit of a heavy topic, as you can see from my past post, from all the horrible things we experience in life, theres always a good side, I always try to give you guys a cup thats half full not half empty. But honestly I can’t right now, and I think being transparent is one of the greatest thing we can learn, but honestly i jus

t don’t know, i don’t know why, how when what? All I have is just questions in my mind. Trust me for me wisdom is gain when you feel pain, when you feel rock bottom, cause you see things in a different eye. Having faith believing, helps me through my sorrows. But today it seems time is just time to just stay quiet. Trust me I believe in love friendship, I think thats one of the greatest things you can learn in life greatest experience, but sometimes do you feel tired of being let down, I was hurt then, I thought there was something, like an angel has fallen guiding me, I felt comfort I was happy and I thought it could last. It all disappear the person, the person betrayed and I felt lost, I thought it was my mistake because of my imperfections, i kept blaming myself the past years, and finally I realise it wasn’t I did my best, I cared with all my heart and its a sign from God there was someone better for me. Finally I thought I found someone better, it was a bit more intense and the friendship is unique, it was different I felt like most times I could just be myself, but maybe Im wrong. It just changes, the situation is unpredictable is like you can’t read, its like your a toy and your just being played. Is love really that? Is it want for me to continuously be let down. You might think I’m getting to emotional. But if you experience things over and over again don’t you feel tired. I am a human being don’t we all deserve having feelings, One person laugh doesn’t mean it works on all. I just want to let it all out, love shouldn’t be painful, but is it wrong to finally feel something.

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