Depression

Hey there readers, its been a while since I wrote something to be honest it's because for a moment I lost my touch, I lost my faith I lost being myself, I isolated myself from people, take away as much happiness that was in me, I felt empty to be honest going through days with nothing, My eyes were empty my soul was lost, and that went through for a very long time, at first I used my blog to meditate but I never realize that all this time I was never healed from a very old past that seems to still haunt me, and well it came back, stronger than it was 6 years ago, which made me weak lost, 'dead'. When you have depression, the fake smile became a routine, being all quiet even though thats not even you, creating jokes just to hide the fact your in pain, having panic attacks making hard for you to breath. I was living that life for a very long time, each day loosing a feeling, drowning even more, no more to that for its time for me to change and to heal, to become the best version of myself, and bring back that cheerful smile back to my soul, and what's wicked if you let it grow in you, it drives your body sick like literally. For people out there who had feel, or who is experiencing depression, I want you to know that I feel you, I know but we have to get out, stop victimizing ourself and start fighting for whats right, your real you, your happy you, and change from all those bad habits, to accept to forgive and believe that you will heal, that it won't cling on your life no more, being a brighter and stronger individual, we don't know what days will come there will be storms, stronger than ever, there will be times where you are back at the corner, being intoxicated with your thoughts, fight for God is with you and wants you to smile and heal.