If I were more Asian

Beauty, the definition beauty itself has a multidimensional variety, on one is called a beautiful it consist of a few so called perfect combinations, equations to make the so called perfect solution. If I could wish, to standardized myself on the ideals on what is beauty If I had smaller eyes or If had a slender nose, a whiter skin, smaller lips, just presenting myself as someone well 'beautiful'. But is that really beauty, can a person with bigger eyes, thicker lips and just not so asian be define as beauty, or can someone not so 'western' be define as beautiful. Or someone who is an uncertain barrier between the racial standard, of his/her race be define as beauty. Its not just about beauty, or the standards of beauty each race, but the sense of respect also defined by ones look. If someone is not so categorized in the 'beautiful' category, we tend to treat someone under there value, less then there value, does a persons respect has the define but how they look, or how they dress, is it such a sin for a person to be not standard, to be different, to be not as Asian or not as Western not as bla black bla race. Can for once out the category be something great? That its ok to not have hooded eyes, straight brows, pale skin, small lips, long wavy hair, can beauty for once be out of that box? can we as an individual respect people, who is beautiful in there on way? If I can be more so called Asian, I won't, cause this is me. For all the readers out there especially people in Asia, who feels insecure with themselves, that they are not so acknowledge to the world, not as respected as the people defined as beautiful, believe you are, you are not the same, and theres a reason, why your features are not asian enough, or not good enough. U are enough, you are more than enough, don't change yourself to satisfy the worlds wonder, embrace it, you stood, you can bring beauty in you way.Stop defining people, treating people by how they look, one stare, one word can really ruin a persons essence.Have respect before its too late, for there is a purpose each person is created different, to show that the good human being does not come in one size.