Blowing Wonders
- Gracya Rudiman
- Aug 6, 2016
- 2 min read

Painting by Arno Diedrich
In life we always will experience something would never thought happen, something that sometimes blows your mind yet confuse what step should i take in this wonder. For me personally theres something in life, you will repeatedly be shot even though it had happen before. For me a sense of myself being loved by a person, is something rather hard to see. It just doesn’t connect with I think. When you are repeatedly hurt or hurt other people your sense of self fades. If this is bit confusing let me put it this way. So a yesterday I had my chance to watch The Theory of Everything, and I learnt something from that. Not Stephen’s philosophy or about the great theory but his life. For me personally if anyone objects I’m totally fine cause this is my opinion. Stephen found his actual true love Jane, and the fight together to conquer his illness for 30 years is unbelivieble. Of how tender how patient was treating Stephen with all her love all her strength even though is unbelievably difficult. For me personally this how I see it. The good of God is unbelievable, that even though He’s present his not admitted. He still cares about people, yes sometimes is not what you expect. But what you expect never means what you need. What you expect doesn’t always lift you.From this story I feel so grateful for the chance He gave me. In all I did wrong He let me love, He let me be loved, He let me be happy , a pure innocent happiness. But that shots me maybe this a sign to forget my overcomplicated thoughts, and see love in a different way, stop being afraid, stop hiding. So where I’m at now?
Thank you readers for reading todays post, see the continuation tomorrow evening
God Bless you All
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