Killing ourselves ( Part 2 )

Day 28

So, interesting hmm yesterdays post. Well shall we continue? I made this topic into two parts because there is two important things that both are toxic inside ourselves, dangerous if we let it grow or ignore it's presence inside ourselves.Yesterday we spoke about how terrible and dangerous grudge is, and how we shouldn't let it hold to us to long. Well there is another one which is hate, well you might wonder then whats the difference between grudge, well grudge is a sense of disappointment that well grows into hate. Hate is well we can say even more dangerous, because when we hate, we forget what we love, we forget what was good, and all we see is the flaw in someone or some kind event and that is well, we let that sense of hate ruin an image from one piece of flaw. Not only hate kills you because, because not only hate triggers sadness but also anger, there will never be finish line, but instead it continuous and rises. For example we said we are fine with it, but when someone brings it back it bashes our feelings create anger, and when anger is risen we say things we regret, not only it kills us it kills others as well. Hate keeps the grudge growing, and if we haven't let ourselves see it back as white not the black dot itself that hate is not yet gone. I salute this dear friend I spoke about yesterday,, where she saw me back at white, as her best friend someone who was there for her.... thats when Hate dies, and we saved ourselves for a horrific future. Hope all of us will get rid of that hate, and see others in white including myself.