You guys loved me for me

Day 41

Ola all, towards the aching fever I took " A Walk to Remember " ( this is a film ). Some odd reason a few scenes retouch me like the first time I watched the film and it suddenly it take me the time to think on where I stand today. Yesterday a mental drop hit me like an endless storm, felt strengthless, confuse and well out of hope. Overwhelm with everything that has happen but then something spoke in my heart why should something like a number drop me, why should I let the issues overwhelm me with things out of my control? People loved me not for the numbers, or the other things exist in me, but they loved me for me. Why did I let myself caught up with the voices in my head, why did I let that control me and drop me. Its a bit late realizing this now, I dont let that sense of believe more dominant inside me, I let the negativity inhale me more than the love itself. Theres really no more use of a melt down. Dont let the crazy things the drama overcome yourself on the real purpose itself.